Late post~ for 25th.

Hey,
   
   Its an awesome day today. Sorry for the late post , my internet went down at night after i got home. Well , not a lot of things happens today actually.I was ask to look after dad's shop , from early in the morning , 8 to all the way in the evening , 6. Guess what ? i rot there. I didnt do anything. No customers at all. Well , simply because most of the customers only go to the main shop. Who would go to a side shop when obviouly the boss wont be thr ? But pfft , im a small boss yoh. heh ~

   I went to play basketball after that , at my sis's uni. I was surprise to know that most of the ppl there actually rmb me after not seeing me for like , a year. And we only knew each other for a few months last year. I didnt get to play wif them though , they were alr done playing when i reach there . So i played wif some new ppl i just met. They were friendly. But everyone though that im about their age. They were shocked to find out my real age. Is it so surprising ? They say , im way too good at bball for a 15 yeah old thai kid. Well , the only reason that makes them think that way is because thai peeps dun really play baskerball. But i play in singapore yo. So , after i told them about it , they keep saying singapore basketballers must be pro heh. Well , i guess i would say , everyplace , have different style. Singapore is more of one man show ( this is my opinion ) , while in thailand , they really work together to creat the open space foe drive in. And its really cool how they pass the ball around , like they know each other's mind.

    I finish playing basketball at around 8. So i waited for my sis's lesson to end , at around 8:30 . We went for dinner with her friends at KFC . argggh. fats. Her friends know me. As i alr meet them before. But as usual , they cant really rmb me. Did i change that much ? Or is it just time ? lol. After finish eating , all of us decided to play batminton. lol . So late alr. We reach the court at around 9:30 . It was alr called and booked by us so we dun have to worry about the space. It was fun playing with them. They are so funny. Sadly , i only played for awhile , as i injured my right wrist. Dayum. Old wounds , sucks. So i sit there and watch them have fun . It was fun watching them though. We were dead tired by the time we finish playing , 11 pm. We went home shortly after .

    Reached home , bathe , rest. Standard. My sis and dad are alr sleep by the time i bath finish. So i on my comp and realize the internet's not working. I was like ' fuck ' . I was bored and didnt wanna sleep , so i look through all the files in my comp. Its kinda like , looking at memory box somehow. So many things. I have habbit keeping photos in my comp files , so i saw many things. I kinda happy , yet a little sad , to look at those photos. It really brings back a lot of memories. So ,  cant stop it. It flows out. I miss those days somehow. Regret.

    But , i have to move on. Those are just memories. They are long gone. All that is left is just beautiful memories , that would stays forever in my head. I have my baby with me . She the girl i love the most now. She annoying at times , but i know she cares for me a lot. She complain , but thats simply because she doesn't like it. She is selfish , but what can i do ? Im her boyfriend after all. She is like my princess . I adore her , love her , care for her . And i never wanna let her go. I wanna marry her. I know its stupid. Im only 15 now. what nonsence is this. But who cares ? Im stupid anyway. Call me whatever you wants. I am an idiot. Try me. I'll fuck you up .

    Well , nth more im gonna say. Good day.

                                - You come to love , not by finding a perfection person. But by seeing an imperfect person perfectly -

Relieved

      Finally , peace. no more thinking so much. Not gonna have much trouble now. Its the holidays. Well , although im gonna miss my friends , again , what are friends ? Do i even have them ? haha. I always tot i have alot of friends . But , it seems that they all have their own friends now. So , im just gonna stay away. Its good to see other ppl being happy with the ppl they wanna be with though. I guess im just gonna be like this , hang around wif my bros , doing stuffs i like.

   Talking about that , its been soooo long since i last dance. Hmmm. Im gonna go back to my country , i dont know if there's anyone there thats gonna dance wif me LOL. I lost all contacts wif my old friends in my country . I miss them so much. Those times are unforgettable. If i could choose , i would rather stay friends wif them then to make new friends in sg. Its so different. No offence , but the kids here , likes to back stab ppl. Well , not all but a few . Its so easy to tell lol.  They talk so nice to you , treat you so well , but you never know , what have they been doing behind your back. And , obviously , its kinda hurting when you find out about it . Hmm.

  I guess , i only a few close friends who i really trust . And they know who they are. They are awesome . They always help me , or cheer me up . Although some do not know how to , they tried their best , and its was funny how they try to cheer me up haha.

  Well i should say , in my opinion , in life there are gonna be many ppl that would walks in to your life. Some are nice towards you , some aren't . But , you have to choose who you wanna get close to properly. It might not end up well if you choose the wrong ones. They might even ended up making your life worst ever . While the good ones , might stay close with you , all the way to future. And if u wanna talk in adult way , they might be ur working client haha.


   I dont have mush to say now . Good night peeps~

                           
                             - A good friend knows all your stories. A best friend lived them with you -

fuck .

i used to be so stress free. I dun feel stress , no worries , nothing. Now ? everything is fucking me up. everything. Mood always ruined. Everytime. I dk what i am suppose to do. Or should i say , what i can do. I wanna fucking die right now. Idw to live anymore. Its like wasting time living anyway. Everything is so fucked up. Fuck everything.

Hmmmmm

  Well , Its been really long since i last blogged.

       I don't know what to say. My results , it the out come of how much effort i actually put in. And I regret. I should have studied harder. I should have put in more effort. I can't do anything but regret.

     Sooooo. Next year. Hmmm. Combine science. Who's gonna be there with me ? hah. Its kinda sad that an awesome class like mine is gonna be splitted. Well , to be frank , they don't mean much to me actually. Im sorry to offend all of you. Maybe I think like this , because the whole of this year , I was avoiding the class. Well , i don't feel like i belong there. I have no idea why.

      I couldn't bring it up to anyone . My feelings, I couldn't say anything. They just dont come out. I guess I would just write it here in the best way i could...

    I feel like , i have no presence. Im like the wind. No. Not even wind. I dont think they can feel me. I was really upset . But I did not wanna think too much about it , and just went on. Days pass. Its still the same. Imagine that feeling u get, when u talk to someone , and they didnt even hear u, or notice that u are there. Imagine that feeling , when all of ur frens , were in groups , talking , laughing , having fun , but u just sit at ur desk and sleep , simply because u know that they wouldn't notice u. Imagine that kind of feeling , when u elbow through the crowd in ur class to get out of the classroom , and none of them realised that u push them aside. Imagine them. Maybe , its just me that think too much. Well , it aint nothing much. It could be me , that is thinking too much.

    I missed those time when every one can see me. I wan to go back to that time. It was so fun. Everyone laughing together , eat together , study together , have fun together. That bond. But i guess , there's no point talking bout that now.


   Well I hope everyone is happy with their results . Hope that they could get to where they want. Stay close with their close friends.


                                                    - Sometimes , good things falls apart , so better things can falls together -

Hey Hey Hey ~ How you guys dohing ? :3

                      Well , my god . 4 papers passed. English paper 1 was fine . Paper 2 was okay . MATH ! I hate you ._. GEOG , ggwp . That 2 paper im sure gonna fail . Arghhhh. Shyt . I have no idea why this year , my maths sucks like shit LOL Well actually is because I didnt listen in class i guess LOL


           Tomorrow is science paper. 2 hours of shyts. Its the only paper that im confident at though LOL! I guess i really have to score for science. Its like the only paper that would make me happy now.


            Enough bullshits man . Talking bout exams make me feel like shyt too . 


     Have you guys ever heard of UMF ? Ultra Music Festival ? And TomorrowLand ? I wanna go to those so much man. I really wish I could go for all of them. It so damn fun. Well if u guys dont know , I LOVE HOUSE MUSIC .  I dont really like pop music. Its not like POP MUSIC  LOL . I just dont really listen to them . I always wanna be a DJ when I grow up . Hmmm. WISHES  . Dont even know if it would come through hah . I have been tryin Virtual DJ on my comp. But is so damn difficult without other tools . And those are god damn expensive. Argghh. Maybe i would wanna work and earn some $$$ on my own . Not bad eh ?

         Nothing much to say man. Im sick... because of EXAMS . Booooooooooooooooo !~  EXAMS 

  Good night guys   


   

            Ultra Music Festival