Hmmmmm

  Well , Its been really long since i last blogged.

       I don't know what to say. My results , it the out come of how much effort i actually put in. And I regret. I should have studied harder. I should have put in more effort. I can't do anything but regret.

     Sooooo. Next year. Hmmm. Combine science. Who's gonna be there with me ? hah. Its kinda sad that an awesome class like mine is gonna be splitted. Well , to be frank , they don't mean much to me actually. Im sorry to offend all of you. Maybe I think like this , because the whole of this year , I was avoiding the class. Well , i don't feel like i belong there. I have no idea why.

      I couldn't bring it up to anyone . My feelings, I couldn't say anything. They just dont come out. I guess I would just write it here in the best way i could...

    I feel like , i have no presence. Im like the wind. No. Not even wind. I dont think they can feel me. I was really upset . But I did not wanna think too much about it , and just went on. Days pass. Its still the same. Imagine that feeling u get, when u talk to someone , and they didnt even hear u, or notice that u are there. Imagine that feeling , when all of ur frens , were in groups , talking , laughing , having fun , but u just sit at ur desk and sleep , simply because u know that they wouldn't notice u. Imagine that kind of feeling , when u elbow through the crowd in ur class to get out of the classroom , and none of them realised that u push them aside. Imagine them. Maybe , its just me that think too much. Well , it aint nothing much. It could be me , that is thinking too much.

    I missed those time when every one can see me. I wan to go back to that time. It was so fun. Everyone laughing together , eat together , study together , have fun together. That bond. But i guess , there's no point talking bout that now.


   Well I hope everyone is happy with their results . Hope that they could get to where they want. Stay close with their close friends.


                                                    - Sometimes , good things falls apart , so better things can falls together -